2day..haix...
after enter my college life...
seems like everyday full of haix haix haix....
tht's true...
although today is wednesday..no class day...
hmm..
2day wake up as early as usual..
jst bcoz wanna go learn tht s2pd car...argh!
bt 2day gt ykang go v me~lolx~
quite fun also de...
he 4get to take his green paper{after bebas}~
so jst acc him to office to collect it...
whn we came bck..OMG...
so many ppl...
nid to wait for so long time~
so we jst talking there..XD~~~~
we reach there at 9am...
bt we only start learn driving at 10smtg...
haix....i stil dunno hw 2 parking..T__T
die adi..dunno cn pass ma...
after tht..we go bck at 12smtg....
quite a fun morning....
jst waiting...driving for a while....n went back home...
afternoon..jst bcoz reali too tired...
slp for the whole afternoon...
everytime after learn driving sure tired like go war jst nw...
haix...
fine thn~
nite time...
watch babel for the assignment~~~
i reali dunno hw 2 start it..Zzz....
sounds crazy for tht 1000 words essay..T__T
even 500 words adi a big problem for me le...
haix...hw am i going to hand up...Zzz
while watching babel til half way..=.='''
she scolded me...
haix..
i nt enuf hardworking..???pls lar..
whn do u reali noe my routine....
library adi bcom my 2nd fren....
everyday burn midnite oil....
jst bcoz of like tis u feel tht im nt hardworking..????
i reali dun understand....
feel so sad whn i hear tis...
jst bcoz of my result..?
pls lar..cn u pls go ask someone whether wat's the standard of a level..???
hardworking doesnt means tht we manage to get gud result 1!!!
haix...
i reali enuf depressed n pressure after join kdu...
i jst dunwan u to worry abt me..
so i act like ntg...bt actuali i reali feel so pressure!!!
bt u feel tht i take my life easy...Zzz...
watever...
since u feel so..i hav no doubt on it....
reali feel like dying after she scolded me..Zzz..
wat's the meaning of my life nw...i reali dunno.
everyday dealing v pressure while nobody reali understand me...
commit suicide better[wat i reali wanna do jst nw]...
i cried...finally i release my tears....
however,i din feel more comfortable or wat...
jst crying there....
after tht,pshi called me...i noe is jane hu tell her...
i reali dont want to make her worry....Zzz..
bt whn she asked me wat happened..
i dunno wat to answer her..
whn i wanna tell her, i cried agn....
i've try to control my tears..bt it seems like doesnt work...
i knw she's trying to calm me down....
im glad to hav this few gud frens...
bt reali...mood still like damn low......
later...he called me...
so nid to hang up pshi's phone...
while he ask me wat happened...
i jst say ntg ntg....
i reali dunwan let him worry or even cry in front him...
i jst ask him to hang up the phone..Zzz...
den he sms me said tht i halau him..=.='''
speechless...fine thn..
jst reply n tell him wat happened jst nw briefly...
den he phone me agn....
i noe he concern abt me....bt izit i should let him worry..?
after tht..jiu talking abt nonesense...
XD~abt 2 hours i thk....Zzz
he reali cheer me up...he's like the best medicine 4 me....
bt i jst thking...
if someday somehow he cnt always b there 4 me while i need him...
den hw..??haix...
hu knws wat wil happen next...^^
bt im sure tht my eyes damn pain nw...
so nid to hav a rest le...
otherwise,my eye wil bcom panda 2molo~
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