EMO!!!

THIS post is totally rubbish....
can ignore me if u want....
im jst finding a place to release all my feelings....

now....
seriously...
im in emo mode agn....
recently always emo d wor....
hate this feel nia....Zzz

hell noe wat am i thinking....
n i jst hate the feel nw....
it is reali damn irritating....
wat should i do....

i noe i shouldnt care so much rite....
it already bcom history le mar....
bt y....
it was still like something keep on trouble-ing me....
i oways tot i dun care....
ya...i reli tot tht....
bt....it was like totally different when i saw the real thg....
i wanna noe more...
after i knew it....
i will feel nt happy d wor....
can someone stop me arh....=.='''

i noe im sensitive....
and im a think-too-much type...
i cnt control my mind...

sometimes i do smtg bt my mind is thinking in the opposite way....
the real me (according to my mind) is different....
not fake in reality....
bt jst...
betraying my mind....
If i follow my mind to do everythg, i will be DEAD!!!
coz im thinking of nonsense using 99% of the time im awake....=.=

ya...
i noe i should satisfied....
bt....
i prefer i duno anythg...
it will make me feel more sensitive abt XXX!!! Zzz

i jst wanna escape from this feel....
i cant even control my mind n soul nw...
i reli sket i will do smtg tht might make me regret for the rest of my life....
and i DUNWAN!!!!

seriously....
I HATE MYSELF NW....
i hate the evil in my mind n soul...*sob sob*
pls get away asap!!!!argh!!
n...
maybe i should lower down my sensitivity level....hmm...

and somethg....
As exam is coming....
i thk 2 months left...
n nw i still like everyday senang lenang....
hw ar..T.T
someone save me pls...
im going to die in the exam if continue like this...
STOP being lazy worm anymore....
aiks....

n tht hell MPW subject..
i reali HATE it....
Assignments duno wanna do 4 wat...
n tht s2pd test..
do u think we will remember everythg after ur test ar...
dream longer lar...=.=
hate it so much!! argh!!!

reali seriously 'sick'...
emotional sick....T.T