91009 touched touched *______^

lalala~
im back agn at this time as usual..
the time tht i shud slp on my lovely bed nw..hmm...
watever...
feel tht my 'dark eye circle' getting worst...aiks...*sob sob*

hmm...
next week...
thursday....
my 1st paper for As external exam...
it's pure math...=.='''
hope cn do well for tht paper...
doesnt want to give up...
so must finish the past year b4 thursday...
IT HELPS...
god poppi me pls~

actuali..
im jst sitting for 8 papers for this As exam...
bt hor...
it takes 6 weeks for me to finish the 8 papers....
1/2 paper per week ONLY!!!
shud i feel happy or sad...hmm...
at least my bday didn't crash with the exam...
[my bday is the day after 1 of the paper for the week..]
woohoo~~ =P

hope can score well for my As~~~
pls pls pls~
dont want to re-sit anymore...hmm....

n hor...
recently...duno y...
feel tht my heart abit guai guai geh..=.='''
the better he treat me, i feel more wierd...Zzz
izit bcoz the hurt tht he left 2 years b4 n make me feel scared..?? =.='''
n mayb it's the time tht same v last time...argh...
bt i knew history wont repeats anymore~hiak hiak~~


this few days or weeks...hmm...
he reali treat me in a sooo different way....
sweet talks, n etc.. =P
many thgs tht make me feel soooo TOUCHED!!!

for example..
whn im sick n dun1 eat anythg..
he bought smtg for me... n send it to my house...
n HE FEED ME...LOL~
feel touched at tht time...
by his action i cn feel the LOVE!!
n he asked me y am i smiling whn eating...
*he's reali s2pd....obviously im happy lar..=.='''

last saturday...my k gong passed away...
n i need to go his funeral [OF COURSE..]
tuesday night went the funeral...
at 1st, dad say wanna brg me there...
so hubby say he go slp 1st...hmm...
mana tau...
dad say traffic jam at penang...Zzz
so wake hubby up to fetch me there...[tht time almost 11pm..lol..]
he never say NO to me as usual...
drove to seberang prai...
he wait for me until 12.30am like tht...
reading newspaper v dad..hmm... -,-
he noe tht im scared...[ppl hu noes me well will understand y...]
he hold my hand tightly and asked me dont scare...he's there....
he's using his action to prove tht he's there v me whnever i need him....
*feel touched agn...*

there's much more thgs actuali...
bt lazy to type all out..
keep it as a secret btwn us~hiak hiak~

mayb others will feel tht this is normal to couples...
bt im thking in another way...
i appreciate everythg tht he did...
mayb bcoz i have experienced a worst one...
so i cherish wat i have n enjoying nw~ ^.^
it is nt a must for him to treat me in a gud way....
bt he still did it..
n he tried to change himself to be a better man..
in the way i want...hmm....
it is hard to make a guy changes a lot for a girl...
bt he make it n prove it to me...
proud of you dear~

this few days really feel...
whenever he's beside me, tht's the greatest moment on the earth...

reali hope tht this will last long n everlasting~
doesn't allow any chance for me to lost this guy...
he is the one n only tht i searching for~
60/60/24/366/92~