it hurts

finally im bck to my blog...
yea...i miss my blog actually...
bt due to As exam and technical problem of my streamyx...
so stop blogging for some time....

the exam is over..
yea.. i shud feel happy rite...
bt i dunno why...
there's no too much extreme feelings in my heart...
mayb bcoz thking of still need to retake next year..
im sure chemistry is the one!!
others..still remain unknown...
aikz...
dont understand why whn we grow up slowly, our pressure will keep on increasing...

something i dunno why...
izit my words so hard to understand..??
why i told so many times tht i dislike i dislike...
n keep on ignoring me!!!
hw it hurts whn i saw it...
yea... thx for make me grow up.....
sometimes...
it is really so hard to decide...
to decide whether....
to belive or not....
i noe tht i should....
bt my heart told me shouldnt....
i should loyal to my heart right....
what should i do now...
stop everything b4 my heart over bleeding..??

why cnt you make me blif u fully...
why must you hurt me once n once!!!
i dont want trust u anymore!!
u LIAR!!!!
I HATE YOU!!!!! T.T

it really hurts......