to the one i love most

this post is specially for my hubby- lee xian huai^^

dear,
im sorry for being so moody recently...
i dunno why.. mayb thr's too much pressure in my heart..
sorry darling.. i dun mean to scold you or buli you.. >.<''''
you knew that i fall sick easily...
i remember what you nag me always ( almost everyday),
1) eat breakfast ( OK.. i knew i din did that.. i try=.=)
2) no cola / soft drink ( no cola= no life= no way) hehe^^
3) no mcd ( T___T try try)
4) drink more water ( cola=water) yeah^^
5) slp earlier ( hmm... try)
6) no ice cream T_____T

even i din follow what you say, you still never scold me..
although you keep on saying that you are mad/ going to be angry,
i know you won't. coz in your heart, you jst want me to be happy....
even whn im sick, you dont let me eat mcd.. bt if i want, you'll sure brg me thr..
i knew the reason is bcz you love me and you dont want to dissapoint me....
after tht you sure will say no next time >.<''' bt still.. hehe^^

no matter what happen, you will sure be thr for me..
no matter im happy or sad..
whn im boring, a text will send you to me...
you'll never leave me alone...
bt i always do so...
sorry dear T_______T

you try your best to satisfy me...
i cant finish listing all the things you did for me...
i'll try too ya...
i know that you care me n love me...
n loyal to me...perhaps! ^^
bt i jst dunwan to say it out! hohoho!

but dear,
i dont want to see you give up urself...
it's just trial...
dun affect yourself bcoz of the s2pd trials k?
study hard now n we'll have better life in future..
external exam is coming in a weeks time..
thr's still time!
you can do it..
you are not stupid! seriously!
my dear is the most clever person in my heart always!

after few years..
thn we'll build our happy family together k?
like what we always dream..
play wii, cook meal n do everything together! =P
i promise you!

you know what...
im afraid to leave you...
i scare that distance will change everything...
and you always so take care me..
hw am i going to be alone..T_____T
bt if u wish to go others uni.. i wont stop you..
bcoz this is ur future and choice...
i'll wait for you k?
I promise!

your birthday is coming~
n you are going to be 19! (OLD MAN) phew~
the 2nd birthday that im going to spend v you!
i have no idea on how to celebrate!
bcoz the next day is the 1st paper of A2! T______T
i'll try my best for you! hoho!

gambateh together for A-LEVELS exam ya!
you have my full support! >w<
I LOVE YOU HUBBY!

ciaos~